Around other people she starts thinking maybe she's okay
but when she's by herself she falls apart, all the good feelings slip away
her self hatred and sadness come back
So she takes a swig of the bottle
and lights a cig from the pack.
Packs a bowl and smokes it to her face,
why does she have to feel like such a ******* disgrace?
She's trying to escape reality,
can't deal with her ****** up mentality
Always struggling to hide the pain
fake a smile and go on with her day.