we never want to see our child die before us and we still pray to precede them after seeing them die many times * you've died right before my eyes too many times for me to count
God knows i wasn't prepared this time to see that glazed look in your eyes with lids that i couldn't close as they slammed upon tears that fell like stone
crashing upon brittle locks that shattered like illusions installed to protect my little girl from a ****** weakened by a familiar predator that God knew long before we ever joined to color by numbers
each recanting of you being pushed down then smothered by the dead weight of **** started a death rattle so pronounced that i reached out to leave with you
God knows we will make it through this as you psychologically pass from me once again to mourn aside a grave marked for this event on the eve of the sunrise of your empowerment.