from bouts of false reality to this state of new normalcy were seconds in between, but it gave you something else to be, made you happy (finally), it dried your tears and eased your sleep. i think it's called maturity.
forget the doctrine of loving, leaving, and losing.
but enjoy the triviality hold fast the spontaneity you're granted, free. this is the realest peace you'll feel, this fleeting serenity.
this normalcy unique to you will rest upon the others, soon. they'll fall in line and follow suit in time.