I'm longing the quiet, the sturdy gushing, I'm longing the everlasting joy, I'm longing the soft embrace of pain, I'm longing a peace injected chaos, I'm longing the flamboyance of hope, I'm longing the screams of voiceless voids, I'm longing a ruin that grew with time, I'm longing the lingering past, I'm longing the devious atrocities, I'm longing the saccharine scars, I'm longing perhaps by madness bound, Longing the brace I once called homeβ¦