i thought of killing you
so many times it became normal
in my head anyway
in a way, it seems alright
and i haven’t decided if i’d want to get away with it yet
or not

i walked thirteen miles in a circle today after work
to utilise any chance of crossing our paths
knowing it will go one way
or another

either we fall in love with each other
or fall in love with the hatred we have for each other

there is no other way