I breathe in the smoke. It goes into my lungs. My eyes turn red slowly. I began to think. Nothing seems to matter. Everything is okay. He looks at me and talks to me. I start to smile. He grabs my face and kisses me. He slowly kisses my neck. He begins to make love to me. After we both fall asleep. I wake up at 4. I smile and he looks at me. I kiss him and he walks out the door and I go back to sleep.