if i am anything like the underbrush between mountains, the thick fauna that sprouts in the ravine near the creek, with young aspens and their slender bodies nestled in rotted trees teeming with creatures and inks and dyes, unburdened by the wind that can't reach between the leaves, it was so easy to get lost in me, the way i got lost there where i could only hear my voice, all hushed like a whisper in the night asking God to deliver me.