I'm trapped. I wanted you and only you. I wait for you to say the words that can make me or break me. I may act like I don't care but deep down inside the pain is unbearable as I lay in my bed coming down off the high thinking of you and the way you make me feel and then it all goes blank and I'm back to sleep. Sleeping until the next day ,searching for the next high ,crying over the same guy. I'm trapped.