i lost my incredibly absolut day to a wafer thin, cappuccino hued boy who showed an infinity for expressing his appreciation for color and curiosity by outfitting himself in raven blues and navy blacks. and on his angular cheeks and butterfly lashes, i caught the honor of an absolut wink and a flush of mischief. on the promise of a full, absolute day, i felt my day slip away as certain as his wingless back held my eye and ducked down a sunlit alley and i pulled my hoarsed voice into whispering, "hello."