I don't want love that's given like bread to a bird, just thrown in the pond so carelessly, though with good will in mind. I want love composed like a letter, each word carefully constructed, enticing me to attempt an even more eloquent response, this kind of back and forth exchange of wit. And I want love that is like a long and scenic walk, like a million flowers performing lively dances by the edge of the lake; love that is hard and soft, give and take. I do not want to be thought a poor, lonely duck in need of a generous park attender's charity; I want to be loved with selfish clarity, as though I am the setting sun.