I can't I can't keep living like this every breathe I take is too harsh too sharp not to give my lungs papercuts too abrupt not to startle my heart like, "wow, you really made it this far, you're really going to keep breathing?" and with a sigh goes the life from my eyes
I'm empty when I want to cry I feel nothing when I want to feel nothing I feel everything either way I sit in the shower watching the water pull hope, motivation, energy down the drain with it and with the water goes the light from my eyes
I'm lying here, feeling nothing. I'm lying here, too exhausted to care too tired to deal with the fact that this is what it's like to spiral downwards too lifeless to care about this life anymore