It's another morning full of emptiness when six is sick and life is nothingness it's the same as yesterday as the days before though today I am not alone she's beautiful young insane probably a ***** ***** on dope ***** on dope ***** on dope I don't even know her name and she doesn't believe that my name Jan we keep asking each other for our names none of us hears an answer we keep asking each other for our names none of us understands lying on my bed watching a white ceiling I think of helping her I think of healing she is sitting there with her legs crossed the mute child is slightly swaying looking nowhere Karla, Světlanka or a black-haired ghost her door is closed she needs someone to open it with I do not know how who will call the locksmith who will call the locksmith when none of can move I feel like a ******* and she wants to be soothed two flies are hanging on a curtain in a blacked out room I've been watching them for a long time they are dead or just don't move they are dead or just don't move two flies