if you asked me five years ago if i would ask you why if i had the chance to, i would tell you yes in a heartbeat without a beating in my heart. your pedestal has sat so high that it has taken my lifetime to knock it down- but it's hurt the builder more than the royal sitting on the throne. i never wanted anything from you except your time and if that's wrong then i'm sorry that i bothered; but for loving you i won't apologize for. if you asked me a month ago if i would ask you why if i had the chance to, i'd leave my answer as empty as the way you left me.