There is a town I call home where streets are filled with empty people. People whose only way of death is by taking their own lives. When my older brother committed suicide, that was the first and last time I set foot on Holy Ground. There are people I know who clutch nooses instead of rosarys and maybe this is the reason my throat closes up when I am asked to say my hail Mary's. But that doesn't stop the young women in my town from clutching Bibles to their chests because even though we don't believe in God, we all still need something to hold onto.