My selfish interlude starts at the the end I want to fly into the heavens with my arms wide open but I can only free fall to hell Startled I begin to close my eyes and scream but I cannot breathe Trying to yell for strength I hear a voice saying hold your breath then splash into the water I go not knowing what is in store for me To my relief I am so grieved Not knowing I was always in his clutches burning I always go-to bars to get rid if these scars that I can no longer bare