i wonder what you're thinking.
who you are thinking of.
when youll say you love me again.
i wonder if you mean it when you say it.
do you?
when you kiss me it feels real.
when your muscular arms wrap around my waist i can feel your heart beating on my back.
do you love me?
you say you do?
but, then you go away for along time without any goodbyes.
i wish i could tell you how i feel.
how i felt when you kissed my neck and whispered in my ear that you loved me.
you take me out so far then you leave me alone.
scared.
hurt.
confused.
what is this.
a game to you.
i love you.
but i don't think you love me.