Maybe you’re right
I’m just a player, playing the game
But why does it hurt, give me so much pain?
I never liked the thrill of it anyways

I know the things that I used to say,
But you never listened, any day
But you told me you loved me, in every way
You might think my heart’s like ice,
But it shatters within your vice

You captured my heart, but not my soul
I try to live my life like it’s my own
I know I’m selfish, I don’t do things right
I’ll try to be better this time; don’t wanna make this mistake again
I’ll live my life like it’s not the end

I know I always bring you down,
But so soon you won’t hear my sound
You won’t have to ever talk to me,
I hope that’s how you want it to be

You think I lied, a million times
But I never did, had no reason why
I loved you then and I loved you know,
I’d show you but I don’t know how

You lied to me a thousand times, a hundred different ******* lies
You made me laugh, you made me cry,
But half the time just wanna die
I wish I could say it was worth it with you,
But that honestly will never be true
You’d be better off if I was never born,
I’m sorry I was
But even though you cause me pain,
You gave me things I’d never change
When I wanted to die,
You gave me strength
In the face of death,
I laughed it away

Sorry for all the things I’ve done,
Playing a game I’ve never won
I don’t think I will, come on
Who’d fall in love with sick ol’ me,
Messed up beyond all belief?

Knife in hand, I had a plan,
But you’re not here anymore
But I can put it down and turn around, cause I don’t need you anymore
No one will ever be like you, I know that that much is true
I’ll always remember you