sometimes i find myself struggling to tell somebody about myself which eventually turned into pure nothingness not that i don't want them to discern, but because i know them, or they know me i cant figure out which but maybe a little bit of both and there are no valid reasons to trust with informations from within myself with them
and there i find myself casually sharing about the latest occurrence that happened to me days ago or even my deepest thought i've had in mind for long to people i barely know, whose name not detected in my head
i have the strength to express myself to a stranger because they don't know me, and neither do i know them and its not up to me to worry about them caring because all of this is just a passing game life goes on blindless-ly, without validation