YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.
EVERYTHING I NEEDED.
EVERYTHING I WANTED.
EVERYTHING I EVER DREAMED OF.
BUT, I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO FALL INTO YOUR LITTLE TRAP.
I TOLD YOU ALL MY SECRETS.
YOU PLAYED IT OFF LIKE YOU LOVED ME.
LIKE YOU CARED ABOUT ME.
YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER BREAK ME.
YOU SAID YOU'D ALWAYS BE THERE.
I DIDN'T BELIEVE YOU AT FIRST.
BUT, THEN YOU SOUNDED TRUTHFUL.
SO I TOOK A STEP FURTHER AND TRUSTED YOU.
YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME.
YOU KISSED ME LIKE YOU MEANT IT TOO,
YOUR LIPS TASTED OF SWEET SALT.
YOUR WARM ARMS AROUND ME FELT REAL.
SOME HOW.
I TOOK A STEP FARTHER NORTH AND GAVE YOU A PIECE OF MY LOVE.
YOU INSISTED THAT I COULD TRUST YOU.
YOU CALLED ME YOUR LOVE.
I FOOLED MYSELF INTO BELIEVING THAT YOU MEANT IT.
I TOOK A STEP FURTHER EAST AND LET YOU EXPLORE THE FRACTURED ME.
YOU SAID YOU LIKED WHAT YOU SAW.
YOU SAID YOU LOVED EVERY DAMAGED PART OF ME.
YOU CALLED ME PERFECT.
YOU CALLED ME BABY.
I BELIEVED THAT YOU LOVED ME NOW.
SO I WENT SOUTH.
I GOT THERE AND YOU EXPLORED ME FURTHER MORE.
YOU KISSED ME MORE DESPERATELY THIS TIME..
ASKING FOR MORE,
AND MORE.
YOU FOOLED ME TWICE I GAVE YOU MY ALL.
YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME AND MY BODY.
I WENT A LITTLE EAST MAYBE A TIPPY TOE OR TWO.
I LET YOU TAKE ME.
AND YOU PROVED I COULD TRUST YOU.
I DID.
YOU FOOLED ME A THOUSAND MORE TIMES.
UNTIL YOU WERE DONE WITH ME.
THROWING ME AWAY LIKE ALL THE OTHERS THEY SAY.
I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME.
YOU PROMISED TO HELP ME.
YOU PROMISED TO FIX ME.
YOU PROMISED TO NEVER EVER LEAVE ME.
YOU PROMISED THAT YOU LOVED ME AND ALWAYS WOULD.
WHAT YOU DID WAS JUST MAKE MY GUARD HARDER TO PUT DOWN FOR THE NEXT GUY THAT COMES ALONG WANTING MY TRUST,
RESPECT AND LOVE.
I BELIEVE THAT YOU AREN'T A REAL MAN.
YOURE A COWARD.
YOU MESS WITH PEOPLES FEELINGS.
YOURE A TOOL.
YOURE JUST A DECORATION.
A VERY GOOD LOOKING DISPLAY.
YOU TAKE PEOPLES LOVE AND THROW IT AWAY.
YOURE NOT A REAL MAN.
YOU ARE A FAKE.
A PLAYER.
AND NOTHING MORE.
I WILL NEVER FALL FOR YOUR GAMES AGAIN.
TO THIS DAY I STILL LOVE YOU.
YOU ARE THE TYPICAL BOY WHO JUST CATCHES A GIRLS EYE WHEN YOU WALK BY.
BUT, YOU ARE FOR DISPLAY.
A DECORATION.
NO MORE.
YOU CAN LOVE A DECORATION.
OR A DISPLAY.
BUT,
DISPLAYS AND DECORATIONS CAN ONLY BE USED FOR ONE THING.
THEY CAN NOT LOVE.
THEY PRETEND.
THEY'RE FAKE.
I LOVE YOU YOU'RE MY DISPLAY THAT I WILL CONTINUE TO SHOW.
I WILL NEVER LET YOU GRAB HOLD OF MY HEART AGAIN.
I WILL NEVER LET YOU TAKE ALL MY LOVE AGAIN.
I WILL NEVER LET YOU THROW ME AWAY AGAIN.
I WILL NEVER FALL FOR YOUR TRICKS AGAIN.
I KNOW YOUR GAME,
YOUR RULES.
HOW YOU PLAY.
AND FOR THE OTHER GIRLS YOU COME UPON
I HOPE THEY BREAK YOU IN HALF TO WHERE YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO PLAY YOUR STUPID LITTLE GAMES.
I HOPE SHE TAKES YOUR HEART NOT ONLY BREAKS IT BUT CUTS IT IN HALF THEN STOMPS ON IT LIKE YOU DID TO MINE.
I HOPE YOU CRY ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE BECAUSE YOU LOST HER.
I HOPE YOU BREAK.
I HOPE YOU FALL AS FAR AS YOU CAN DROP.
AND WHEN YOU GET TO YOUR ROCK BOTTOM I HOPE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM.
I HOPE YOU WILL DIE IN YOUR OWN GUILT AND SHAME.
I WISH THAT YOU WILL DROWN IN YOUR OWN MISERY.
I WANT YOU TO SEE HOW BADLY YOU'VE HURT ALL OF THE GIRLS YOU'VE DONE OR BEFORE,
INCLUDING ME.