Oh how I wish I was younger more now then ever,
For I think I have found what I have been looking for,
For the girl I have found I think I could be with forever,
But of the time I have left with her I wish for more.
When I see her my heart screams with joy,
And the air is filled with my long forgotten laughter,
And the time with her I spend I truly enjoy,
She leaves me with a smile even after.
Even though the time I have actually known her isn't long,
For many think I'm insane,
For the year I have left I wish to prolong,
For when I'm with her I forget about my pain.
I want to hold her tight and make her stay,
But right now I can only ponder,
As I hope and pray every day,
That away from me she will never wander.
But right now keep a promise I must,
A promise I made after getting hurt to much,
Because if I can’t keep my own word why in me would anyone trust,
And because of this promise this love I cannot touch.
So now the question comes in this promise should I keep,
Should I cross the final line,
Because though the promise was made to be deep,
The reward from jumping over the line would be divine.
Cross I did that final line
The reward was entirely sublime
And we together are doing just fine
I am hers and she is mine