an angel rushing down in the blushing sky pushing cotton clouds into my eyes floating like god with a devilish smile the dreams of the fiends on the bathroom tile scatter like roaches in the flash of light that flickers from the ceiling in my mind with my head in my hands I sometimes cry I have looked for myself in the reflection of time and no one was there so it must have been a sign a sign for my future and that spark sure shined I realized that life can not rewind like a child when he watches his pet dog die now I am swimming in beautiful grains of sand watching the sun fly golden across blooming farm land insects jump from the ground to the palm of my hand who could pretend to be alone with this many friends? who could complain of the end when the blame is on the moment when things begin? such a fickle life us mirror machines live we are focused on we do not see and in that moment we cease to exist our hearts die in the inevitable turbulence of grasping at the fireflies of thought our minds invent