To think about the same things in a different way. (To think is to play with meaning.) And to be struck with a heaviness that makes me sink through the ground, only to find that there's nothing but air underneath. Gaps between layers of earth. I can dig down to another one. I can run on the surface of one ad infinitum. Or I could float. I can fly between two then push off with both legs from the bottom of one to burst through the top of another. I can clench both fists full of dirt along the way to spread them spinning around me in the empty gap above. I can watch it all bloom, surrounded by beauty, and feel filled up with love.
I wanted to write something tonight. I wanted to write something metaphysical and transcendental, but I didn't want to feel the pressure of the task of it. I didn't want to fret about how to end it. I just wanted to reflect beauty that I'd witnessed today. I wanted to feel free for a moment. I wanted to play.