So distant lately,feel alone like I have no one.
But thats the thing, no matter the desolation or despair
Feel like no bone in my body actually care.
Intertwining lonesome and alone,
The people i always contact i've shone.
Just the voice in my head keeping my company,
I don't need noone I'm funny.
Not dependat on someone to make me smile or happy,
Not focusing on the **** that goes through my head that makes me feel ******.
I'm freespirted and deserve the best,
I'm just tired hearing people say they're not like the rest.
I'm tired giving chances, tired relying on love.
It may be the best gift of all but I need the one above.
I can't think straight probally because I feel empty,
thinking positive but i need serenity.
I don't even know what I feel.
I want to break glass,  throw plates, punch the wall
But i can't bare the thought of seeing me fall.
I am strong but sometimes being strong is so hard,
I just want to breakdown but i can't stand to frown.
Not your typical poem highlighting metaphors and similes to create a fancy picture,
This is real, direct words are much richer.
I'm lost, i'm bent.
I'm heaven sent.
Lost for words because i'm so clueless,
I just feel useless.



-dpk