you should be aware that I am a control freak (only of myself though) and I mistake coffee for water which is somewhat of a lie
I drink it fully aware that my heart will beat a little faster
I forgive myself at dramatic times I forgive others in a heartbeat I forgive my cat very slowly when he bites my nose
I don't like big dogs or Brussels sprouts or coconut curry or dirt on my feet if it's hot out or bright sunlight in my room or ice cubes from tap water or candy (unless it's gummy peach rings)
and if I start getting moody I probably just have a lot of words trapped in me so give me a pen and a paper and I'll spill myself and be okay again