Happy when u give me reason to find pleasure in digging your eyes out blind I like to see your limbs turn the other way Happy when they snap from you and part away
Happy when you are not Happy when you rot Happiness i have sought In every losing battle that you fought
May you live a 1000 lives Trimmed short with my knives Every time from death you return On to next one you'll be, alive as u burn
It has always been all in your head you're the one why you are dead As your future remains unread You finish this life with the axe to your head
Happy when you get cheated Each life the same betrayal repeated Happy when your God laughs as you die Laughs at your trust, faith and gifts, No matter how sincerely you try.
written spontaneously after a long break from creativity. writing poems helps calm me down. lines as per me are quite crude, but that is the essence of immediate translation of feelings i guess. Looking forward to suggestions.