i've been in this disconsolate state for long enough
to even dismiss all living emotions and torment

just so i could stop feeling the stings on my skin

if one day you decides look into my eyes
you'll see nothing, not a single spark

well they say our eyes are the windows to the soul

you could say that my soul is completely
over the brink filled with mere nothingness

i wouldn't be surprised
but you might

cause how can a smile so vibrant and strong
disguise something so fragile