To talk to you? Or to love you from distance and silently? Shall I just pretend that I am sorry while you're the one who insulted? Or shall I wait for you to apologize? Shall I just forgive every thing you did without talking? or Shall I wait for my dignity to be returned by you? I don't even know if I am happy or sad that you aknowledged me. I don't even know what I should do. I am just sitting between people feeling paranoid.. I am slowly having a panic attack and I cannot even stop the pain in my heart to flow in my body...