it isn't like you didn't know, ash and coal spilling from your mouth like a stone pit the day after a campfire; cold, dead, acrid, gray but still you want to pry it out of me reach deep down into my throat you know i protect it there too painful to release but you pry and you never know when to stop and you never know when enough is enough bright red stop signs neon red lights you waltz right through them charm your way past nothing deters, and so i curl up again a tight, miniature rosebud vulnerable, tiny thorns your over-sized hands tear right through you tear through and your tearing through breaks me it breaks it all