You know sometimes you get those heartaches where you are extremely sad and devastated and yet the tears just don't arrive....its like you're absolutely blank and confused...what's worse is that you don't even have anyone to share your feelings and emotions with...and the fact that you don't have anyone to share your mental state with actually hurts more than the actual cause for the heartbreak.No matter how mentally strong or how practical a person you might be...it s tough to deal with sadness all on your own...you need a shoulder to lean on...someone you can hug....someone who can act as a pain reliever of some sort.I sometimes look at families who project that sense of togetherness and completeness and wonder.....is it for real??....can a group of individuals living together be so connected and happy??....i sometimes envy them and wish...if only.