I realized that I had my own friends
But you took them
Then he stood right in front of me
He was everything you weren't
He was smart and dorky
He was going somewhere in this spiraling world
He found a way to pull me back into sanity.
For the first time in a long time everything looked like it would get better
But of course you ruined that too
Now I'm holding on to him for the sanity I was once again losing.
But you didn't care. You just wanted a new plaything.
Now when ever you pass by my face turns red and I stare at the ground
One more push and I'll go over the edge.
I'm at the top of a building and I can't breathe.
My lungs feel like collapsing and staying on the pavement.
Even after I jump.
The pavement looks soft and comforting from way up here.
But here he comes to finally give me that final push...
What?
He grabbed my hand and pulled me down hugging me.
He told me that if I jumped than he would.
If I slept on the pavement he would sleep with me by my side.
I decided that......