in•fat•u•a•tion (ɪnˌfætʃ uˈeɪ ʃən) n.
1. the state of being infatuated; foolish or all-absorbing passion.

the first time I laid eyes on you, I knew you'd have an impact on me
you'd hurt me so deeply,
so shamelessly.
so strongly and so breathlessly
and I let myself drown in you and you only.