I'm losing my edge
Losing my sanity
Lost and confused
Seem to be drowning in a sea of self-doubts
Nothing seems to make sense no more
My conscience it seems has become corrupted
Every human relation that i've ever been a part of is cracking wide open
My head feels like it will explode any moment now
Every day i'm fighting this constant inner battle
And gradually the battle is reaching its peak
Darkness is consuming me
And i don't really have much of a defence
I'm exposed now
Transparent as water
They said time is the best healer
As of now time doesn't seem to be playing that part
F*... everything's going haywire
For the first time in my life i feel like a virtually hopeless person
And yet a tiny voice inside me head keeps telling me all the time....
....Don't lose hope
....Keep going...it's never over till it's over