Funny how I somehow can't prove I love you. It's funny how even though I've been committed you can't even say I'm you're boyfriend. It's funny how I'm not your boyfriend It's funny how while I talk endlessly about you you can't tell me one time recently you do the same. It's funny how while I'm ******* sobbing over how to prove I love you all you can say is I can't. It's funny how even being alive isn't enough for you It's funny how much I've started to hate myself because I can't do anything well enough. It's funny right?