Hell yes
I'm scared,
Why do you think I walked away,
I was scared,
I was furious with myself for walking away,
Do you know how ******* long I waited to see you,
And I ******* walked away?!
I was scared,
Scared you really did stop loving me,
Scared maybe I stopped loving you,
I ached each step I took,
Walking away,
I hope if I am lucky enough to see you again,
That I have the strength to pretend,
Pretend I'm fine,
Pretend I am strong,
Pretend that I don't want you.
If I'm lucky I'll be able to lie about being in love with you.