maybe i am not looking for your kind of love. All the unwritten rules and obligations. Maybe i am looking for my own version of love, I want love to be like a spontaneous bike ride decided on hastily before the sun sets on a sunday evening. I want love to be like jumping from a cliff into a the lake, so sure that you will crash into water and find safety. I want love to be like making coffee, being uncertain whether 2 or 3 sugars will be enough. I want love to be like waking up in the morning, a Monday morning with the buzz of a new week yet the loath of the morning. I want love to be faulty, unsure, unsteady. I want it to be about what is done , more than what is said . I want to feel a deep knot in my tummy everytime I can't see your face in a crowded room . Yet i wanna feel ease knowing that tonight we will make love and I will lay in your arms . I want a difficult love , but yet easy. I want a love that understands love and puts in no complications . A love written in the stars, A sun and moon kind of love .