Forever Lingering, smiling, and crying aloud.

Strengths, and Fears, sometimes  broken inside.

Screaming, reaching, it swallowed you whole.

Warm and cold, pure as nature it grows.

Eternal, free, and stolen from me.

The Windows of my soul darkened and fierce.

With no curtains the light shines in.

Taunting me always, with loves cruel jokes of loss full of agonizing pain and a touch of hope.

Happiness, passion, excitement uncontrolled.

Its all that's good..... my greatest  enemy.

It's the instrument that plays my life's song.

The words that Drain me.
The words that Make me.

All that is me, every part.
It's my whole life.
It's my heart.