Reward To live in the misery of the past unable to let go of childhood’s unhappiness but let it fester and grow till adult life becomes unbearable, demands of recognitions and compensations, because their suffering must be taken up polished and with time a jewel to show the world. This you owe us and we deserve what you give us, although it will never be enough even when the gem drowns in blood by those who got in the way of the righteous path. Never forgive or forget, let hatred be your leading star.