I spent part of the night watching old videos. Some of them were of him and I. I couldn't stop laughing. I couldn't stop smiling. I then listened to songs from last summer. I sat there with my eyes closed. Remembering all the different times they played. I was smiling so much my face ached. The memories were great. Abit later I found myself standing there in silence. Another memory popped in my head. I ended up on the ground sobbing and hyper ventilating. I couldn't handle it. All I could think of was those words. The one promise I never thought you'd break. The one promise... I guess I caused you to break I promise I'll be here till the day you don't want to see my face. I still want to see your face. You're not here. Some memories are torturous.