During my childhood whenever my favourite toy broke i would weep inconsolably...tears just wouldn't stop streaming down my face...Then i grew up...got a real taste of life.I saw the many facets of life,learnt many lessons and now my condition is such that even after suffering a heartbreak i hardly feel anything....is it absurd??...abnormal??...often i ask myself these questions??...why don't i feel the basic human emotions anymore??....emotions like lust,greed,anger,love or sympathy.Has my heart suffered so much that it's gone completely numb??Have i grown up too much or may be the truth is i never ever grew up...i guess i'll never quite figure it out.
Sometimes i feel like i can't keep pretending to be human anymore.The mask is slipping and i seem to be running out of ideas.What are my strengths?what are my weaknesses?Why does everyone misunderstand me?What is the one thing i'm good at??....so many unanswered questions....it's F** frustrating...Tick!Tock!.....the clock is ticking....time is running out...Last man standing wins...it's either me or the devil imprisoned within me....it's a fight till death.No one's a winner here...the victor shall be referred to as the Heartless Slayer.