Have ever had a secrete So darkest Deepest secrete The one you forgot In the bottom of a box Locked away in the depth of a soul Come back to haunt me This was why I am The way I am This is who I am An yet I with all my strangth Can not face it Because I am affraid It's slowly killing me Shame Guilt Pain And contempt All at my self This was why I became strong To hide it where no one can see