How do you talk about something that you wish
Every
Single
*******
Day
Never happened?
How do you tell people to stop the jokes
They aren't funny to you
They hurt
They terrify you
They make you see
Feel
Hear
Things in your dreams.
How do you stop feeling guilty
Even when the man who loves you tells you
It isn't your fault.
But you let it happen.
You are stronger than that
Better than that
Yeah, no scares are left behind
At least none that people can see
Because you hide them behind a smile
With a shrug and a laugh
Cause that will make it all go away right?
It never happened.
Because you can barely remember it.
Not until he flips you over to try something new
And then you can't breathe.
You want to be dead
Because the last boy would did this
Took a piece of you
Stole a piece of you
******* ***** you.

I can't.