i toss and wake beside you at 2am eyes drowsily sliding open and hands tiredly grasping at sheets in the calm of a cool summer dawn. i turn and watch your bare chest rise and fall steadily; the rhythm of your breaths is a miracle in this moment and your heartbeat a gift as i press close to you and listen; my hair spilling across your warm body. your lips part slightly as you stir and the air is blessed to be kissed so gently by them. i lean close and brush my lips against yours, careful not to disturb your stillness. your presence reassures me as i lay my head down beside yours and drift back to sleep secretly holding this moment.