Once viewed as Monsterous In my own eyes I couldn't see the things That made me gorgeous In another's eyes I would forever be Always seen as very pretty But to me it seemed I could never be Anything more than hideous.
I hated myself My body and soul I hate my body I felt like a troll I hated my smile My teeth never perfectly white I hated my hair Never seemed right. I hated my stomach Gorged and big I hated the hair That covered my skin
Through the eyes of another I took a second look They begged me to see What was Necessary. How my eyes shined Without cause How even though my smile wasn't perfect It broke no beauty laws. How the fat that encompassed me Was not hideous in the slightest
I found I was not ugly Not fat Beautiful. In every way humanly possible. And I am proud of the way I look Inside and out I am alive And that's all that counts.
I used to hate myself until someone stared at me and saw everything of me that I saw as imperfect and flawed and could still tell me I am beautiful. If they can do it for me, why can't I do that for myself?