For the past five years

For the past five years I've hidden my pain

Only to let tear drops fall in my room

Where I would sit and cry

And cry

This day was so **** dissapointing

I was fooled to believe there was to be a change

Now everything's the same

Bottled up energy ready to explode

It's a lot of sorrow

A lot of misery

Reaching for the stars but not even touching a cloud

And finally today I just let it all go

And I cried and cried and cried......

Because for so long I have tried and tried and tried to fit in here

But I can't

So I will try

Try

I'm making a change

I'm taking control

Hopefully my five years in a dark cloud are over. Five years of never being truly happy.

But I have to do something

So I will always try.....

And.... Try

And..... Try

Maybe instead of a cry...

And cry.....

And cry........

And cry .....

And cry........

And cry .......

I will touch the sky

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