Every second feels like a century
As my doubts and insecurities reach point of no return my thoughts twine
How long will i wait?
The reflection of myself keeps building a mountain of hope inside my patience
As i Drown in my tears i comfort the hope n patience like a crying motherly sick baby @the back of a stranger
How long will i wait?
How long will my bones tremble in pain,
waiting for something that probably won't happen
As i wait my mind  plays a rewind of  version of imaginary events that suddenly awakens the hope that i thought had died long time ago
My desperation for success is visible so much that my DNA dictates so
Knowing that there's tomorrow gives the hope in me the hope that there's a chance that maybe just maybe i can have my break through