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FUCKKKK
I can't I really can't.
I'm trying my best but I just can't.
Why can't I?
What is wrong with me?
It's been two years.
Why are you still the most perfect thing I've ever laid my eyes on?
Why do I still want you in every way possible?
You are my suicidal tendency, the one I always seem to fall into and that brings me chaos.
That brings me closer to insanity.
It brings me to wanting to end my life when I just want to be brought closer to you.