you always kiss me one of two ways
like the world is ending
like you are hungry for a feeling just out of your reach
or like maybe you could love me
2 you are the only thing i have ever wanted more than getting high
3 i could find you in tears and you would still be more worried about me
4 you do not demand anything from me
you know i take time
and you're willing to wait
5 you always say you’re proud of me
even if it is only for staying alive
6 i am so proud of you for everything
and i am so glad you are alive
7 I want you to know
you don’t owe anyone ****
no matter what they say
8 after everything you still make me nervous
my palms are sweaty and i swear my heart could race right out of my chest
and i have never been happier