My lips.. So numb,
so swollen,
so afraid to crack under the weight of the words that must be spoken,
because this is not what love is....
I ..I can no longer live ankles deep in misery know you're really not that into me,
I just make you feel good when need be
, but with your eyes half shut you cannot see me.... you're so full of lust
, no love,
I always knew that,
but that thought I would shove, because love can blind you so bad
, your heart can make you so oblivious
, so ignorant
, I need to leave you alone,
you've disgraced my throne, cracked my crown, every time you look me up in down
because I can never catch your eyes,
your gaze so distracted by what god sculpted you forgot to look at the soul god gave as a gift to you,


. Dear ex lover, by the time you read this you'll know why, baby it's been a year, you've never looked me in my eyes.