I know you’re right,
Yeah, I know it’s true
I’m a messed up a guy,
With some messed up moods,
But can you really say,
You never though I loved you?
I loved you then, and I still love you now
I know it might hurt
Cause I know you hate me now
I know you never loved me back, and that’s fine
Through all the lies and misery,
You at least used to make me happy
And I don’t think you’re bad at heart
Flash just got me going from the start
If I never see you again,
Can you at least pretend that you cared?
That if we meet in heaven, it’ll be more than just awkward stares?
I don’t know about you,
But I’m feeling pretty down
And I don’t have you to turn it around
I guess it’s good,
That you hate me now…
Won’t have to worry so much about
All my pain and suffering, just laugh them off instead
I’m a joke,
I guess I always knew it
But it hurt to see you laugh behind my back,
Just didn’t know you could be like that…
Deserved it a million times over, sure,
But that doesn’t make it easier

I guess I might be the worst person in the world
And I hope ya get a kick out of it
Maybe just,
Laugh a little bit
You know I’ll be waiting

I don’t care if it takes years,
Maybe it’ll take more
But you’re something worth waiting for
I don’t need your love again,
But is there that chance we could still be friends?
I know you don’t care,
And no one else does, so I don’t blame you
But you said you cared once, was none of that true?

You know I cried
Many nights
Trying to make the wrong things right
I never could get a hold on them,
Losing track of my mind again
I thought you’d always be there for me…
But I was wrong to hope, I see
I guess you were fake anyways,
At least that’s what your friend had to say
And maybe I shared too much with you,
Since you would cut me off if you wanted to
And ya did

I know I sound crazy,
That’s only cause I am
I’d change it if I could,
But changing isn’t something I can do,
Even if it was for you

But please, just tell me if you ever cared
If you loved me like I loved you then,
If you weren’t just lying for the fun of it
I’d like to think that I meant something to you
Something I no longer do
So maybe in a year or two,
We could be friends again