two bottles and I am down
headaches loss in control
head bang against the music
i hear them all loud and clear
mashing my ears
running through my veins
a release of mayhem
but a struggle to keep
aloud pounding
a still view seeing
unleash the fear at last
for the first time I felt it passed
for a music lover relief it was
my foot still stomping on the floor
for once a child I'm now in mayhem